see ya!

see ya in may

welcome back

welcome back

it's because i'm a failure and can't keep my word that i have this rep.
maybe everything i say is a lie.
i wish it wasn;t that way but it is.
is it even possible to change.
i lead someone on unintentionally then i had to say goodbye.
who else will i have to say goodbye to.
even the a bitch i didnt even know was a bitch on discord i lead on.
at this point i'm threadposting to escape the pain.
do i even feel pain. when was the last time i felt something tbh. i genuinely can;t remember.
i fucked with and bullied many others so its only fair to expose myself like this.
my enemies win. i am a failure.
i'm sorry mw for all the bs. the attention whoring etc. its honestly sad.
my will is weak.
i'm not suicidal but i understand why many adults want to die now.
i'm so tired of escaping bros.
im so sorry for everything.
i am drunk i wasnt even emo when i drank but it just hit me how much life has passed n i feel like this you feel me?
idgaf about exposing myself.
it's all the same.
i dpmt hate mw i hate myself.
i need to treat myself and others better. youd do well to stay away from me bros.
i never even meant for this to happen.
fuck.
im sorry. dw im good. had to go to myspace days for 5min. *plays fuck love*

do u ever feel
like a plastic bag
drifting thru the wind
wanting 2 start again
do u ever feel
feel so paper thin
like a house of cards
one blow from caving in
do u ever feel
already buried deep
6 feet under scream but no 1 seems 2 hear a thing
don't u no that there's
still a chance 4 u
there's a spark in u
and u just gotta IGNITE
THE LIGHT
AND LET
IT SHINE
JUST OWN
THE NIGHT
LIKE THE FOURTH
OF
JULYYYYYYY
CUZ BABY UR A FIIIIIIIIIIREWORK